What is completeness? The feeling of love and friendship? The tingly feeling in your stomach when you kiss, the butterflies when you look into his eyes?
Well I have never had completeness. When I was little, I was complete. But that was before I knew emptyness. Not rock bottom. I have seen people suffer. It's awful, and I have not had that. Nothing like that. But I have had heart break. I haven't been kissed, or ever kissed, but I have dreamed of the kiss. The one that gives you fireworks, butterflies, and leaves you breathless.
Ariel and I, well we're friends. I don't know about bestfriends, I don't know if I want to be bestfriends. I don't know if I can forgive, but I most certainly won't forget. I love Ariel, but I can't keep carrying all this sadness and negativity around. I need something better, I might not deserve something better, but I need something better. To cope with the heart break, and the sadness. The long and lonely sadness. I need someone, and I don't have that someone. Where is that someone?
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